As of today I have lost 25 pounds.
I was 201 this morning. I am so close to being under 200!!! This will be such an exciting day when I can see my weight begin with the number ONE.
This morning after seeing how close I am to being done with the 200 pound range...I immediately started to freak out...and NOT in a good way. I was scared. I was scared that I would binge eat sometime today and screw it all up. I didn't want to sabotage myself. I want to succeed and I want to be strong. I want to have discipline and practice self-control.
I frantically starting texting Garland and Tripp, my life coaches that have held my hand every step of this journey. After discussing with them my fears and thoughts, they talked me down from the ledge that I was standing on. They reminded me that I can not just throw it all away in one afternoon. They reminded me that this is my lifestyle and I shouldn't be scared anymore. They brought me back to reality where I could breath again. I could see clearly. I am so excited and thrilled to continue this journey and kick some butt!
I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE LOST 25 POUNDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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